FRIDAY!!!!

Alright, another good week finished. At the CPA today I saw cute mellophone girl...someone who has pretty much made my jaw drop every time I've seen her in the last 2 years. I was very surprised last semester to discover that she is indeed quite friendly along with her looks. She'll let some awkward guy like me approach her and kick the shit with her. So today she actually made a little bit of an initiative to interact with me, which was nice. So I walked and talked with her across campus until we had to split off. I know it is dumb of a guy to assume he has a chance with a girl just cause she'll talk to him, but hey, I'm a guy, and guys do that. After getting to know her some and seeing that she's not just this pretty girl I will never get a chance to talk to, I began to feel like it might actually not be too huge of a blasphemy to ask her out sometime. Why not? I know she has dated a guy who is a lot taller and considerably better looking than me, but looks aren't everything! So who knows, I may strap on another ball and try it sometime.One thing though...Allison, a friend of mine who has my best interests in mind, I'm sure, keeps telling me I don't have a chance with girls I consider. I wonder if this is her being a good friend or just trying to kill my confidence entirely. Cause it really does stab into my already inadequate supply when she tells me these things. Hmm. Oh well, it was still exciting to talk to Suzy (formerly known as cute mellophone girl). I know, pathetic...but hey, what thrills me, thrills me! My focus is DEFINITELY on horn this semester, but I have still been enjoying thinking about women...it's a new sort of freedom I guess. I really despised the idea of this freedom before, but I am starting to see at least a sliver of light in the concept of being free from a loved one...Well, it's getting to be more than a sliver :)Workout, then DnD, then maybe some partying. Should be a good beginning to my 3-day!