MUCH better....

Well today has been worlds better. I started the day right by working out, and while doing so discovered that I am indeed getting in better shape. I can run longer and harder now (hehe). Speaking of longer and harder- I don't know what's up with me lately, but I am never really horny any more. Maybe it's all the working out? Maybe doing that gets rid of all of my sexual tension so I don't feel the need to release it otherwise :) Interesting....ANYWAYS---So then I had a great lesson, learned a lot, had some great rehearsals, and oddly enough decided I like our new orchestra conductor...finally. I despised Ricardo Averbach last semester with a passion, and everyone in the orchestra knew it. I think he took my teacher evaluation to heart and decided to make some changes. I am much happier with him now, and even kind of impressed. I guess he's acceptable for Miami now :) But man, I would just cuss him out all to hell under my breath in rehearsals last semester. When I think back now I am ashamed of myself for being so unprofessional. Temper=bad (mental note)At the beginning of the year I met this girl and thought she was extremely cute and very smart and interesting. Later on after I began working at Kroger, this girl comes to the counter at the photo lab and starts talking to my manager. It turns out she's my manager's daughter. And the girl was begging her mom for a later curfew...hence I learned her age of sixteen. Eew. I am dirty. But hey, no crime against thinking she was cute. So yesterday my boss told me her daughter likes me. I took that as "my daughter thinks you are nice" or something like that. So I just said, "oh, that's nice." And my boss (Oliver, nickname) gave me a look. She then repeated herself, but in greater detail. Her daughter is attracted to me. At first I thought Oliver was telling me this from an amused standpoint, but slowly began to see that she was trying to get me to take her daughter on a date. I was, and am still, quite disturbed. I explained that I would feel wierd dating someone so much younger, and Oliver proceeded to tell me "well, it's better than her dating a 27 yr old. And definitely better than her going on a date with Randy" And as you guessed it, Randy is much older than her daughter. 51 to be exact. So, *barf* as sick as it is, I considered the possibility for a very brief second. This girl is quite attractive, and mature and intelligent enough to keep me amused...but dude, that's just wrong. If she were 20 and I, 26, it'd be a different story. It's a shame that there is a girl that's into me that I could have some interest in as well, but turns out to literally be a GIRL. Man I'm messed up. Am I a sicko for recognizing this girl's qualities? Or is that ok?Oh well. I guess it's time to recommend some stuff to people:Indiana University. It kicks major ass, with a student population of about 40K, a beautiful campus, temperate atmosphere, #1 party school in America, recent porn shoot location, amazing music school, low price...good place :)Pasta. You should try the great pasta I made tonight. And if you actually come over, there might be some left!Advil Cold and Sinus. Miracle drug.Coming to my lecture recital on natural horn, January 29, 7:00 PM. It'll rule.That's enough of my attempt at controlling others' lives for now. Goodbye